introducing myself

Hi, I’m Victoria.

I am a human with lots of thoughts, and I sometimes like to share them. I’m constantly amazed by the complexities of existence.

Language is probably my favorite thing in the world. I love seeing how people, persons, express themselves. I love different languages and learning about them. I love that we communicate by flapping bits of meat around in our mouths to create air vibrations, and then feel the air with fuzzy things in our head, and then understand the fuzzy things with a bunch of chemicals and electricity in mushy goey grey stuff.

I live in Berlin right now, but I don’t feel like I have a home. My favorite color is green, but sometimes it’s also blue or yellow or red. But todays it’s green.

I’m deeply afraid of disappointing people, or being a burden. I have a hard time being open about feelings and who I am. I’ve learned and grown a lot, am a lot better at telling people who I am. I am still a work-in-progress.

I like pushing myself past boundaries and figuring out what I’m capable of. I constantly surprise myself. I don’t really like surprises, though.

I have a weakness for barbecue chips and monster energy drinks. Oh, and coffee. I drink way too much coffee.

I believe that I’m a temporary blip in existence. I don’t want to be anything more than that. I want to experience my moments in a finite amount.

I’m currently a little lost. I think though, that sometimes you have to get lost, in order to be found.

Welcome, I guess then, to my thoughts?