uncertainty of tomorrow

It's continuously weird to me that we can’t know what the future holds. I know it seems like something I should have gotten used to by now, but still, I find myself surprised by the twists and turns in life. I can see why people seek comfort, don’t like change. There’s something comforting about knowing at least a little of the unknown, knowing a least most of what your future holds.

Sometimes I second-guess my decisions to push myself toward the unknown. It’s hard, and lonely sometimes, to go through parts of life completely uncertain of tomorrow. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing myself more than I’m being found.

I think though, that there’s a definitive strength in seeking uncertainty, in seeking discomfort. Change is inevitable, and there’s something very powerful about a person who chooses change for themself, rather than simply being at the mercy of life to give it to them.